wah!
zhun zhun post at 12am..
ahahaha.." God, i feel so far away right now...
no matter how i hard i try,
it seems like i'll always fall..
i know you're always here with me..
but i just dont feel it sometimes,
i know Lord, that you'll help me get back to my feet..
strengthen me and guide me..
help me to focus on what i need to do,
let me focus on You,
help me to cast aside every distraction that's in the way..
Thank You Lord, for everything,
Thank You Lord, for Your grace and mercy,
Praise You Lord, for everything you do is so great and marvelous ! "yeah,
today (28th Nov') was cool..
kinda slacked at home..
was really tired after the past 3 days of exercising..
geliang came over in the morning...
left in the evening to meet HER [ for the last time this month and maybe in December =( ]" oh baby, i'm really gonna miss you so much,
but well, i believe that everything's gonna be all right,
as long as we keep in communication..
and as long there's
the
[Decision],
the
[Commitment],
and the
[LOVE],
we'll be alright,
although we're gonna miss each other alot!
but press on!
hold on!
<3"anyway..
tomorrow will be going for a run in the morning [ hopefully i can wake up ]
and then will be going to church for the youth drama rehearsal for this sun..
okay guys,
take care..
till we meet again"oh God, sometimes i just feel like i'm lying to You"
Delivered at 12:00 AM;
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
"baby, i dont know what's going on..
i feel so lost ..
do we need to have some space to breathe?
can we carry on ?
i feel so lost ..
i want so much more of you..
but will you give me what i want?
or am i just asking too much out of you?
i feel so lost ..
i still feel like you're getting sick of me,
i'm sorry, but i feel that way,
am i too clingy?
am i too emotional or sensitive?
do you want a more "macho" guy?
i feel so lost .. "hey guys,
finally blogging before 12am,
hahaha..
today, went gym in the morn with geliang..
super tiring..hahaha
body all ache like siao..
then after that went to church to do a recording with geliang..
didnt realised that the church recording quality was that good..
hahahaha..
sorry guys, todays post very short cause i not really in the mood for blogging
but oh well
that's all
till we meet again " baby, tell me you love me,
i'm not desperate,
but i just need you so much..
gosh, sometimes i feel like i'm such a girl..
but really..
you could say i have a feminine side,
but who gives a shit..
i need you so much..
i miss you so much..
i love you so much.."" FOREVER MEANS FOREVER, I LOVE YOU "
hey guys,
back again...
*yawns*..damn, its 1:20 am already
gosh, freaking tired man..
just finished up my music theory homework,
or rather a part of it..hahah..
today ( 27th Nov' 2007),
went swimmin' in the afternoon with geliang..
swam a few laps and then headed to HER house..
then geliang damn funny, wanna follow me to meet her,
and then tell me say he just wanna go and meet up with her brother to talk..
after much hints of hesitance, he still decided to come along ( oh well )
hahaha..
and then like we met her and her brother at the playground and so i went to talk to her brother while i took a walk with her.." baby, i wont really be meetin' you to talk till the week after next,
and gosh,
i'm really gonna miss you terribly,
TERRIBLY"and so after that, they were all bored and so we went to her friend's house,
and i got pretty bored, and so i went out with her to talk..while geliang was still inside her friend's house..hahahha, damn funny..he was like inside with her friend and her brother and he was super bored lah..
and then he smsed me " eh, can go already anot? i'm like super bored here "
and then i replied " see lah! who ask you come? now regret lahh, tsk tsk tsk "
hahaha..damn funny lah..couldnt take it..
so anyway after that, headed home with geilang, went for dinner and blah blah blah blah.."Baby, i'm not sure how i'll be next year,
with all the changes,
with all the things i'll have to adapt back to,
not seeing you till the weekends,
not being able to spend the long long hours with you on the phone,
not being able to just drop by and give you a nice warm hug
baby, it's a torture just by thinkin' about it..
i'll miss you"yeah...
tomorrow will be headin' back to the gym with geliang, and then will be going to church to do some recordings..
i'm off to sleep guys,
take care..
and to end off like i always do
" till we meet again "
;)"i promise you this,
i promise forever,
come what may,
from this day,
i swear to you,
that i'll always be true,
break your heart,
i'll never,
for i'll always love you,
FOREVER"
Delivered at 1:19 AM;
Monday, November 26, 2007
hey guys!
woah!
finally!
created my new blog!
well let me explain my blog url for starters,
Decision-Commitment-Love
that to me, are the factors of true love..
to me, Love is made by a decision to love,
of course there must be an attraction first.
which leads to commitment,
that very thing that keeps the Love going, and growing
commitment is loving him/her even though you might not feel like it
and that to me, is LOVE!
hahaha..
anyway,
life's being hectic for me lately,
i've been preparing stuff for the youth camp that's coming on the 6th of dec which is almost a weeks time,
doing all the admin and games for the camp
tiring man..
i've being doing my music theory also
pretty tiring..
going for grade 3 exam next march..
scary..
hahahaha
learning everything about commitment first hand..
hahaha,
oh well,
that's life's lessons i guess
=D
anyway life's been good generally
and i thank God for that..
i've been getting to know HER alot better..
and it's been great!
i've been meeting up with her alot..
just to talk and spend time with each other..
and i just love the way she looks at me ..
the way she talks to me..
gosh,
i just love EVERYTHING about her!
hahahaha..
okay then..
that's about it for today..
see you !