" God, i feel so far away right now...
no matter how i hard i try,
it seems like i'll always fall..
i know you're always here with me..
but i just dont feel it sometimes,
i know Lord, that you'll help me get back to my feet..
strengthen me and guide me..
help me to focus on what i need to do,
let me focus on You,
help me to cast aside every distraction that's in the way..
Thank You Lord, for everything,
Thank You Lord, for Your grace and mercy,
Praise You Lord, for everything you do is so great and marvelous ! "
yeah,
today (28th Nov') was cool..
kinda slacked at home..
was really tired after the past 3 days of exercising..
geliang came over in the morning...
left in the evening to meet HER [ for the last time this month and maybe in December =( ]
" oh baby, i'm really gonna miss you so much,
but well, i believe that everything's gonna be all right,
as long as we keep in communication..
and as long there's
the
[Decision],
the
[Commitment],
and the
[LOVE],
we'll be alright,
although we're gonna miss each other alot!
but press on!
hold on!
<3"
anyway..
tomorrow will be going for a run in the morning [ hopefully i can wake up ]
and then will be going to church for the youth drama rehearsal for this sun..
okay guys,
take care..
till we meet again
"oh God, sometimes i just feel like i'm lying to You"